Regrets

Waiting has never been pleasant.

All those overwhelming feelings you experience, you can never be immune.

The worries they might not come. The anxiety due to the thoughts that they might come.

The hollow feeling in your chest that only them can seemingly fill.

I had never and will never like the feeling. 

I've waited patiently for you to see. But no. You chose negligence. Over all those other possibilities. 
I may seem fine about it, but really, everything just seem so dark and sad. 
Pure happiness is never really there. 
I just want all our times together to be replayed. 
But all I can do is want. Nothing else could be done. 

If only we chose other alternatives from the start.