Filler post.

Heyya guys. How are you doing? Well I hope you're handling life alot better than me. I mean, handling life maturely is just not my thing you know? And for those who are having a hard time surviving, just remember you're not alone. 

So I've managed to survive school. That wasn't really unbelievable since Oct/Nov aren't here yet. Is it wrong of me to wish for them not to come? 

Honestly, I'm so tired and sick of being upset all the time. 
Can anyone please cheer me up in whatever ways possible? Crazy and ridiculous tactics included. I mean, even though I just wanna be cheerful and bubbly all the time, somehow I just can't. No matter how much I try, most of them were just...fake. 

The worst thing is, I don't know the reason. Well maybe I do but I just don't wanna say it out loud. Becos reality hurts. And saying it aloud just makes it more real. AND DID I MENTION I HATE REALITY?!

Ok that was a bit mental. Perhaps very mental. But whatever. Too tired to care. Constant pressure does that to you, I guess. 

I can feel myself changing. I just hate changes, although it's bound to happen every once in awhile. Never failed to catch me off-guard tho. Everytime. 

Okay my life is srsly unorganized. Gosh I need a break. Pronto. 

*APPARATES TO A WHOLE NEW WORLD*